17.5.10

loved?????

Today something shocked me, i said "i love you" and they asked "do you mean it?"
i never expected that question, i didn't know what to answer.

What is love?
this question has been on the people's mind more than the question of "who is God?"

Love... 4 letters that are so significant and so heavy.
You can't say that you love if you dont.
it's not like saying Hello!

a few days ago i wrote "3 years ago"...
as hard as it seems to believe, when i wrote that, tears fell in my keyboard and mouse pad.
because... i thought i "loved"

"love" "loving" "loved"
there shouldn't even be a "loved" word.. if you love once you love forever.
so the word "loved" is stupid, nonsense ignorant word.

you cant stop loving, other wise you never felt love, you felt a strong emotion.
and emotions aren't love, love is love, emotion is emotion.

you see... love is so strong the Bible compares it with God!... what else is compared with God? NOTHING! only love!

so if love is God, and God is love... i don't know what love is to be honest

i once said to a girl, love is giving all of you, accepting people the way they are bla bla bla bla bla...
NOT! love is that joint that makes you stay together for years, the one that makes you have a new conversation every day and never get bored of that person. Love is accepting the fact that your heart, eyes and all of you is joined (does not belong!), is joined to another persons life, fusionate with someone else, rather than sexual way, in a spirit way.

I really want to clear that word Love, if i said love and today we dont even speak any more... i never did
If i say Love and i speak with you, i dont love you, i really appreciate you, you must be very special in my life

clarify the word Love in your life too