the skies are gray

the sun didnt wake up today

the birds cant sing

i can't listen the sound of the ocean

i look through my window

and all i see is people walking with their coats

it's summer time and its cold

why is this confusion?

it seems as if my friend Boris Pasternak revived what he wrote once:

Fevrale dostat chernil i plakat

Pisat O Fevrale navsnryd

Poka grohochushaya slyakot

Vesnoyu charnoyu gorit

Sweet words

then i realize its all a dream

my consience is remiding me something in my inside

Do the things that you want

Let's write the songs that they want
I thought they'd love us but they don't, they don't

With tails stuck between our legs
We'll find a home made of regret
We'll stay shipwrecked and sinking
What a terrible thought to be thinking

You were with us but you left these thoughts in your head
We're not who we're supposed to be
With all the symptoms of the sickness we have seen
Are you better off leaving

Tough words held behind my teeth
Pleading that they'd be set free
But they're empty
That's what some always will want
A game on who's best with their tongues
That are faceless and groundless

With every song that you sing
It's yours to the heart
And when you fly, you'll fall
Then a new one will start
My eyes burn with hope
That you hear what you say
If this was just for today
Then we never could care

And the music it makes
My feet move too
It's the same as the music
That's inside of you

The truth is that when
You can see past yourself
Your song is the same
As everyone else

Letter to God

I wrote a letter to God the other day

i questioned how can be this way?

cuz it hurts like in no other way

and i feel my heart is fading away

but i cant understand,

i'm supposed to the best everyday

but God just told me "you have to wait"

but i went to find her anyway.

now i remember how was that pain

that girl laughing on the way i felt

and i wanted to cry all day

but someone told me you cant cry for her.

but i cant understand

if i'm your son how can you me feel this way

and anyhow that's the way that i learn

i promise next time i'll listen to you.

Treasure

Can I tell you a story as we dance while the sun starts to bleed

Song of songs love is calling daughter wake up from your sleep

Refined I'll become the most dazzling precious treasure

I'll be treasured over all the earth

Bearing the gift of a new heart

Patience ablaze I'm slowly burning

Refined ill become the most dazzling precious treasure

Ill be treasured over all the earth

I am in awe and in shock

I'm in love and given away

I'm reserved with these words:

Can I tell you a story as we dance while the sun starts to bleed

Trees rejoice with the wind here

Hallelujah, Yes Shua

Tonight I've become the most dazzling precious treasure

I am treasured over all the earth

Just look at what he's done

How he's laying down his life

Take this life

Oh most dazzling precious treasure

Tonight I've become the most dazzling precious treasure

I am treasured over all the earth.

@ L.M.G

In The Dark

I've written songs in the dark

I've felt inspired in the dark

I hide myself in the dark

Used to be afraid of the dark

Those in the light know we die in the dark

There's only artificial light

My flaws hide well here

I used to be afraid of cluttered noises

Now I'm afraid of silence

Fill this space Idle words

I'm scared to death of light and silence

Jesus kill me inside this

Raise me up to live again

Like you did, like you did.

Now I am mute despite myself

All of them are gone

The silence overtakes me

The idle words forsake me and I am left to face me

I'm held accountable

For every idle word

Curse the idle words

I'm scared to death of light and silence

Jesus kill me inside this

Raise me up to live again

Like you did, like you did.

Glory shows up

Exposes us

I'm naked here

Forsaken here, by the dark, by the dark

I'm scared to death of light and silence

Jesus kill me in side this

Raise me up to live again

Like you did.

F.

no end...

Like the beat of the bongoes at the afternoon jam

Like the notes from a cello, singing with no rest

Like the chords of a sweet guitar in the hands of a professional musician

Like the sun, orange and magical when we reach the twilight

Like the wind, whispers to me so softly

Like the ocean, you'll always hear him sing

Like the crickets, in a lonely night

Like the honey, sweet and natural

Like a tree, never moves yet it dances

Like my heart, when i think of you it beats harder

Like my mind, as much as i want i cant stop thinking of you

Like a silly boy, i try to call your attention in the most stupid ways

You made me the silly boy, cuz you like it

You made me a lillikoi, fragile and sweet

You made me feel again, when i dont want to

After all you do

you never do

after all it's like

you never like

after all

...

Thoughtful mind

Think of me as the stranger who once spoke to you

Think of me as the kid who sweats and becomes shy when you're around

Think of me as the artist who writes about you every day

Think of me as the man you want me to be.

I'm not a very clever guy, but think of me

I'm not a very attractive guy, but think of me

I'm not a sports fan, but think of me

I'm not a perfect one, but think of me

Think of me every night, as i think of you

Think of me on every sight, as i sight with you

Think of me when they break your heart, cuz i'll never do

Think of me when you feel in love, that's how i feel about you.

I'm asking for perfect one, and you seem to be here

Think, look and feel me, as i wish to feel you

Grab my heart feel it beat, that perfect tempo is all about you

Look at my eyes, see what i see

A Gorgeous little girl looking at my eyes.

Think of me as much as i think about you.

Look at me when you need to see love

Look at me, i write this down, and i wont tell your name

Cuz when i think of you.

My hope fades away

þú ert a Glósóli and TakkGlosoli

these two phrases inspire me to a lot.

both of them are icelandic. and you'll see why one of them inspire me

þú ert a Glósóli means you are a glowing sun.

and it inpires me so much beacause each one of us is a sun and each one of us decides how, when or where to glow

and then we have Takk glosoli

Takk stands for thank you

glosoli is a combination of two words

glo and soli wich means glowing sun

thank you glowing sun! because the sun that glows in me seems to make people happier and at least release some of the stress in some people

these two phrases inspire so much for me

so remember

You are a glowing sun and thanks for that glowing sun