31.5.13

To you

I know sometimes I act like a jerk, I know sometimes I'm to be around.
I know sometimes I get confused, I know sometimes you just want to run away.

But I can't deny that your precence in this world means the world to me.
Because for so long I asked for a friend and God sent me what I asked for.

You crazy cat lover with a cold heart, you always have that honest straight word that I need to hear.

If I'm a jerk sometimes remember, all I want is for you to be happy, and if anyone does you wrong my world would crumble around. I guess I want to protect you.

All I want and need to say is that I love your crazy style, I love your crazy cats and I love your friendship, it means the world to me

8.5.13

Beyond control

Sometimes saying goodbye to a certain situation can be painful.

Yet this doesn't mean it will be harmful. Pain must be embraced to reach a new level in our lives.

Sometimes we feel we've wasted our time. In my particular case I spent over 13 thousand hours living with and for someone. But the time has come.

Time to let loose and make yourself free.

I feel fine, I know the Lord has something planned for my life, I am sure this situation will bring nothing but blessings upon my life.

I trust you God

"You see sometimes things are just beyond control. But I don't mind
But I'm not surprised to find that you do

And I feel fine
But I know the same does not apply to you
So I guess that I'll curl up and die, too"