30 days for christmas

30 days till christmas and all I know
Is I'm not quite ready to let go of this past year
I have so much to show
One more month and all I need
Is a sign from you, that you think of me
If you don't, then please just say so
Cause all I do, is think of you

And it's wearing me out, it's wearing me down
This holiday, is nothing but frowns for me
But I've got a gift, you see
I'm making a list, hell, I'll check it twice
Of all the things you've done in my life
Then I'll send it your way
So you see why I love you

Who would've thought that someone like me
Could've fallen in love so easily
I know that you know that I know what I want
I know I can't have it but give it a thought
I know that it sounds crazy, baby
But all I do is think of you

It's wearing me out, it's wearing me down
This holiday, is nothing but frowns for me
But I've got a gift, you see
I'm making a list, hell, I'll check it twice
Of all the things you've done in my life
Then I'll send it your way
So you see why I love...

Everything you throw my way
I know it's hard to say, but it's a crying shame
That I came all this way, with so much to say
But all that came out was happy holiday
A home cooked meal and a nice warm bed
Somebody to love a place to lay my head
But I got 30 days and ima make them count
Cause I can't call it christmas without someone to smile about

For we who wait

This is for those who wait

Another day, another waiting game
A little different but it's still the same
I am here, but where's the one I'm longing for?
I'm having trouble feeling all alone
Will my heart ever find a home?
I want to hope but sometimes I just don't know
I know I'm not the only one

So we sing a lullaby to the lonely hearts tonight
Let it set your heart on fire, let it set you free
When you're fighting to believe
In a love that you can't see
Just know there is a purpose
For those who wait

I want to open up my eyes
I know that all I need is time
I'm growing stronger every single day
God, I'm going to lean into You now
Letting go of all my fear and doubt
I can't do this on my own so I'll give You control
I know I'm not the only one

The pressure makes us stronger
The struggle makes us hunger
The hard lessons make the difference
The pressure makes us stronger
The struggle makes us hunger
The hard lessons make the difference
And the difference makes it worth it

Candle light

To know her is to love her
I'm going undercover
To catch a glimpse but not get caught
But to see her could be worse
If I don't get my head straight first
On second thought I guess I'll not

She's almost brighter than the sun
Seems to me to be unfair
When you consider everyone
Who pales when they compare

Can’t hold a candle to her
Cause all the moths get in the way
And they’ll begin to chew her
Entire attire until it frays
For she outshines anyone whoever might
Dare to bask in the same candlelight

Oh please don’t seat us in the back
With all the insects and the trash
She is a lady I’m the tramp.
Collecting stares from pairs close by
Then flutters in a butterfly
Ew just a moth drawn to the lamp

She’s like an ancient artifact
Something you’re lucky to have found
She’ll pinch the nerves in all the necks
When she turns those heads around

A solar flare shines through her hair
It's so unfair when you compare
The one who's fairest of the fair

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Waiting for the right time

All I know is that nothing is for sure
But I'm leaning on this empty hope
That something clears this awful blur
And me I'm tired of seeing past the truth
It's 12 o'clock and nothing's changed
Wishful thinking is overdue
If now is the time then anytime is good
Save me your rain checks for another year

Waiting for the right time
Feeling empty as I could ever be
My life is incomplete
Maybe this is just right
Had to take it an hour at a time
This moment isn't mine
Yet there's the smile that makes me happy coming home

Now I know that everything is for show
I'm not leaning on this empty hope
That I know for sure
And if you're tired I'll help you understand
What's good for me is not good for you
You never had a clue
If now is the time then anytime will do
Save me your rain checks for another year

Waiting for the right time
Feeling empty as I could ever be
My life is incomplete
Maybe this is just right
Had to take it an hour at a time
This moment isn't mine
Yet there's the smile that makes me happy coming home

You and I were gonna take another step into the future
We were gonna take an adventure take it to the unknown
What ever became it's all the same
And I don't wanna play these games no more
'Cause I won't let you down

Waiting for the right time
Feeling empty as I could ever be
My life is incomplete
Maybe this is just right
Had to take it an hour at a time
This moment isn't mine
Yet there's the smile that makes me happy coming home