15.5.10

3 years ago

3 years ago i thought i was happy
3 year later i think i am

3 years ago you smiled and said it's forever
3 years later my smile is inverted and i say now it's never

3 years ago we made a promise
3 years later there is no way for you to break it... only me

3 years ago we had something in mind
3 years later its only my memory

3 years ago i woke up crying and i spoke with you
3 years later i wake up wishing i'd speak with you

3 years ago you deligted my eyes
3 years later its my mind, my eyes cant see you

3 years ago i said thanks God she makes me happy
3 years later i say thanks God she is happy now

3 years ago passed so fast
3 years later seems forever

3 years ago we were planning our happy forever
3 years later Im trying to feel happy forever

3 years ago i said i'd never forget you
3 years later i say i need you out my mind to move forward

3 years ago i spent valentines in love
3 years later i hate valentines

3 years ago i shared my secrets with you
3 years later i keep my secrets for myself

3 years ago i promised
3 years later i cant

3 years ago it was tuesday
3 years later i'd never thought saturday was goodbye

3 years ago i was wishing i could go to the future
3 years later i wanna go back 3 years

3 years ago i was kid playing like a man
3 years later i am man playing like a kid

3 years ago it was hello
3 years later it is goodbye

3 years ago seems too little
3 years later is too much

it's almost 3 years since we had to say goodbye.
I'll never forget the fights, the crying, the emotions, the laughter, the deceptions, the mystery, the tension, the happiness we had.
Although you moved forward and reached the goal of life sooner than me, i'll keep walking the track, i'll keep moving forward, i'll try not to look back, cus it scares me.

i need you back

Forever yours

J