I tried

This time I have to speak more honest.
This time I'll let all out.

See I tried, for God I swear I tried.
I know I never reached perfection and maybe you did.
But I say I tried.

I know my life is really messy.
Your life is so defined and perfect.
I speak as if I'm not an expert but you know I tried.

I never wanted to see you cry but I did.
I never wanted to say goodbye but you did.
I swear I tried to make this work. But I hate to lie to myself.
I tried baby I swear I tried.

Now we take our own ways and we try to forget who we where. As an ice cube left to the sun it all melted and a small drip is left.
Eventually it will evaporate. In the mean time I'll try.