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trying to hide from what really affects me, and confronting the problems that are not mine, which in some ways they seem simpler than mine.
Trying to depend on my own strength i can't do more than give up, crawl on the floor and feel miserable.
Then in the middle of this confusion, when it all seems dawn, no guidance someone beloved reminds me.. "There's no need to run, in His love you are free".
Can you imagine how that hit my world and turned it all around!? NO NEED TO RUN! NO NEED TO REMAIN IN SILENCE, NO NEED TO CRAWL ON THE FLOOR.
Because there he is... the heavenly one. Leaving you free to walk or run, he is your hide out, no need to hide anyway else, he is my friend, i break the silence with him!
It's almost 2:00 am, and the memories of a love that i was supposed to forget, came back to me. Like when you are hidden in the closet and suddenly the door opens and it seems the end of the world for you... I was that kid today, hidden in a closet.
Then i realized that by the love and grace of that heavenly one i shall feel no pain, no worries. Onlly happiness.
I'd rather hide and seek with the father up above, because everytime i find him or he finds me i know i'll find a loving father to hug.
I'd rather play tag with my father up above, because i wan to run behind him for the rest of my days.
This writing began as a regret of what i did, but a few minutes later as i write this a realize it went for good, it went perfect in God's way. He wanted me to learn something.
God bless that whom in a moment harmed me, God bless that whom someday she'll make happy, God bless that who'll make me happy, May God bless that who reads this today.
J
