Myself

Everyday i pretend to be a little stronger

I build up castles in the air

And pretend my fairytale life

Where i'm the best man alive

And my princess is about to arrive.

How is it possible? How can it be true?

I can't even feel the wind in my pale skin

My skin feels dead

My heart stopped beating

My wounds stop bleeding

It's called the loneliness in myself

The lonely my eyes feel

The lonely my mouth feels

it's just myself and no one else

They say i'm a monster

i rip off butterfly wings

i drown fireflies so they stop the shine

It's called the loneliness in myself

The lonely my eyes feel

The lonely my mouth feels

it's just myself and no one else

I need to bury the feelings that keep me alive

I need to feel that i am alive

as much as a narcissistic i'll sound

keep me alive, love me, care me, dream me

Pretend you love me, make me feel someone

It's been more than a year since i felt alone

It's been more than a year since i cant sing a song

The mirror is my enemy, a mask is my ally

until i find that stupid thing called love

i wont believe in it